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I can relate to this one.
I felt like I grew up too fast...
but at the same time, I don't feel like I'm 33 years old!!




Funny thing about this postcard:



I went to talk to my somewhat therapist, he prescribes my medication anyways....and we talk.
The last time I saw him was 2 weeks ago today.
While we were talking, I started crying, and then he started crying!!
Granted we've known eachother for years, but it still took me by surprise.
Of all the years I've known him, I've never seen him get emotional.
It kinda made me feel bad.
But at the same time, it felt nice to see that someone understood how I was feeling. :)

One of THOSE days.....

So, I woke up feeling quite awake...all on my own this morning. Weird, before my alarm went off? I feel AWAKE!
So, I look at my phone....yes, it's 5:55 in the morning and my phone has the snooze option up.

WHAT?!?!?! My alarm has been going off and there is NO sound?!?

4:15 a.m. That's what time my alarm is set for.
5:15 a.m. That's what time I walk out the door each morning.
5:30 a.m. That's what time I clock in each morning.

FIVE FIFTY FIVE!!! That's what time I woke up this morning.

My day is ruined!

I clocked in this morning at 6:15 a.m.
I woke up at 5:55 a.m.
You do the math.

My scrub pants and top don't match.
They're the same color, but they don't go together.
I'm not wearing deodorant.
My hair is up in a greasy pony tail.
I'm still wiping sleep from my eyes.

Oh, did I mention I didn't brush my teeth?
Sorry, patients! :)

And I didn't put socks on.
Do you know how disgusting it feels to wear tennis shoes with no socks.

So I stole some patients socks we use in the back.....





Sexy, right?

Yep, that's my day so far!!!

This weekend I was doing my Saturday major cleaning ritual. I start at the back of the house and work my way to the other end.

So, I always start in my bathroom. It gets pretty messy, since Zac HAS to bathe in MY bathtub!
Toys everywhere! Soggy, slimy soap stuck to the bottom of the tub!
Shampoo collected around the bottom of the bottle.
I scrubbed my tub, cleaned my bathroom really good, then moved on to my bedroom.
Then the kitchen.
Then I went back to my bathroom to put towels up.
The shampoo was collected around the bottom of the bottle again!!

What the hell?? I just cleaned that!!

Upon further examination, this is what I found:




My sweet Zac thought it would be funny to get a safety pin and poke three holes in my shampoo bottle!

little shit.

Did I mention my BWF is quitting?

*sad face*

BWF stands for Best Worker Friend.

I just made that up :)

She's a stupid hooker.
And she will be missed.

Fill in the blank FRIDAY!!

It's been a while since I've played along with "Fill in the blank Friday", so here we go.... :)

1. One of life's most simple pleasures is laying in bed, reading a good book.

2. Laundry makes me want to punch someone.

3. I like Alexander Skarsgard a.k.a. Eric Northman of True Blood because, ....look below.

yum.

4. Belly button is a funny word.

5. If I had to choose one beauty product to use for the rest of eternity it would be I don't really know a lot about beauty products. I'm kind of a "roll outta bed and hit the road" type girl. But I guess I try to wear eyeliner...so I don't look too tired. But as for a certain brand...I don't know. It's just whatever.

6. I'm happy that my boys are (currently) loving school!

7. I would never say never. Because the minute you say it....it's all over!

Meet the Teacher!

When I was married, we lived in a small town outside of Wichita Falls. Gage went to school there from kindergarten to 4th grade.
He was sad when we moved away, but he stayed friends with a lot of the kids.
It was a good school and he's been asking me to let him go back for a long time now.
So, this year I enrolled him and Zac.
Last night was "Meet the Teacher" night.
Gage was excited, Zac not so much. :)

But once we got there and Zac met his new teacher, he started getting excited!
His teacher was so nice and the kids were already introducing themselves to him.
yay!

So, as we were leaving I was telling Zac about how much fun he's going to have and how he's going to meet so many new friends!!
And he stops and says, "Ok, quit trying to oversell it, Drama Queen".
haha.

When we left, we decided to stop and eat at the only restaurant in that little town...Dairy Queen.

Gage was excited because he has a few classes with some of his friends.
Zac was excited to meet new friends.
Zac said, "I wish it was Sunday already!"
Wow.
My boys have NEVER been so ready for school to start.
It makes me happy that they're so ready!

In fact, they were so cute and happy I had to take a picture!

Look at my beautiful boys!! I love them so much! :)

THE Sexy Patrick Swayze!!

Happy Birthday, Patrick Swayze!!

Born August 18th 1952...in Houston, TEXAS.
Yeah, that's right...he's a Texan! :)

I miss you, Patrick Swayze! You were freaking awesome!
Some of my FAVORITE Patrick Swayze movies:

"The Outsiders"

of course. There were a few movies I watched at least twice a week when I was younger, and "The Outsiders" was one of them. I love the cast, I love the movie, I just love it.

"Ghost"

duh. The famous scene with Demi Moore! LOVE IT!!
I still cry EVERYtime I watch this movie!!


"Dirty Dancing"

I love watching Patrick Swayze dance!! My favorite scene is when they're in his cabin and she asks him to dance....and he's shirtless! His back is so sexy! :) You can see every muscle move, beautiful!



I may be a little embarrassed to admit this one, but I freaking LOVE

"Roadhouse"

It's one of those movies I absolutely HAVE to watch if it's on tv. It's just....wonderful. :)

And last, but definitely NOT least:

"Point Break"

I love this movie! Patrick Swayze is pretty hot as a blonde surfer boy, huh?
yum.

Ok, I'm sure you have all seen every single one of these movies. Because....you just have to have seen them! And if not, I suggest you get off your computer and go rent or buy these movies....immediately!

Happy Hump Day

BOMBSHELL TONIGHT!!!

Does anyone else watch Nancy Grace? It seems like every night she has a "bombshell tonight"!
It's so annoying. But I still love to watch her! Unless it's about Casey Anthony. I'm so tired of hearing about her.
Move on, people. Quit giving her attention!!

Anyways....my bombshell is this!!
We have had triple digit weather with NO rain for about a couple months now.
It's been miserable!!!!
But Friday....it happened!!!
It RAINED!
Yes, little ole Wichita Falls finally got some rain!
Like, three different days since Friday!!!
And it was a beautiful thing!!
Pray for more rain to come our way, because we could still use a little more.
I know I haven't been blogging like I used to.
I've just been so busy!! Especially with school starting up next week!!
I'm TRYING to get my boys back in school mode...it's so not working.

Sooo, wanna know all about the drama that's going on this week?
We are currently trying to find Gage's dad. I thought he has been locked up in jail, safe and sound for the past few months. But come to find out, he was released at the beginning of July. I know this because I called to see if I could go see him. And he's not there. Then I looked online for the jail he was in around Fort Worth. Nope, released and on probation.
No one can seem to find him. I'm worried about him.
His dad passed away Monday and no one can find him to let him know.

Will he care? He didn't seem to when his mom passed away not too long ago. But, he and his dad were close. He sometimes stayed with him.
I pray for that man. I really do. I wish he would get his life back on track.

On a lighter (and somewhat happier) note:
I started a new job! Well, a second job. A part time job. :)
One of the doctors I work for gave me a job at his office.
It's perfect for me!
My normal job is 5:45 to 2:15, so I can go when I get off my full time job and stay as long as I want. I can also work weekends, if I have things to do when I get off my regular job!
Which the flexibility is so perfect with me. Ya know, being a single mom and all. haha.

Thursday is "Meet the Teacher" night!! The boys start school on August 22nd!
Can you believe I am going to have a sophmore in high school AND a 3rd grader!!
OMG!

Just six months from now, my son will be driving!!

So, the air in my car keeps going out. Gage said my filter needed to be cleaned. So when James was in town a couple weeks ago, they took the filter out and cleaned it for me. It was like 8:30 pm, so I was already laying down, reading. They came in and asked if they could drive down the road to see if the air was working better.
I said they could. I mean, we live out on a country dirt road, and he's a good driver.
But one minute after they walked out the door, I was like...what if, what it, what if!!!!!

I started freaking out. I got out of bed and went to sit on the front porch. They were gone all of 5-10 minutes and by the time they got back, I had to take a Xanax!! I was so freaked out!!

THEN!!! That night I had a nightmare that he and James went driving and had a horrible wreck!!

Ugh, I'm going to be a complete MESS when he starts driving!
Such a scary thing!!
Yep, that's what has been going on over here!


I miss blogging.

Man Candy Monday: Alexander Skarsgard

When I saw Marianne's "Man Candy Monday" post (stolen from LeeAnn), featuring the very sexy David Beckham, I KNEW I was going to have to do my own tribute to.....

Well, Alexander Skarsgard, of course!!!
Because he is my main crush at the moment!!



He plays the oh so sexy, confident, uncaring, cocky viking vampire, Eric on True Blood.

and I love him.



Currently, he's not so confident or cocky or uncaring...because he has amnesia. The witches put a spell on him and he can't remember how cool and uncaring he is.

But I still love him!

Yes, I know how stupid it sounds.....but REALLY...it's wonderful!!



He also played one of the really stupid models in Zoolander!!
I LOVE Zoolander! :)



So, this is my current crush.

Man candy, indeed.

Look.
Enjoy.
Fall in love.



Excuse me, Mr. Skarsgard...you sexy Swedish man, may I join you?
:)


I LOVE YOU, ALEXANDER SKARSGARD!!! ;)

All in a day's work.

It's amazing how wonderful ADHD medication works.
I believe the only way you can truly appreciate and see the miraculousness of this medication is to:
have your son stay one month each summer with his dad (it is after all, court ordered).
Give your ex husband the ADHD medication for your son to take while there.
(Knowing that the medication is NOT going to be taken everyday as prescribed)
Have your son come back....after NOT taking the medication like he's supposed to....

and see....
Oh yes....you will see how well that medication works.
How could I have forgotten how out of control my child was before this wonder drug??
How did I survive??
Last night with my beautiful eight year old son was pure chaos.

These are the things my lovely child did....
yes...all in a day's work!

• made a bubble bath with over half a bottle of my shampoo. the bubbles were overflowing when I walked in the bathroom and he was covered. I couldn't even see him.
  


• started swinging my only phone charger around and now it doesn't work.
  


• colored the cat with a red marker
  


• then I woke up at 3 a.m. freezing.....went to check to see what it the thermostat was set on...yes, it was set on 62.

That was my day yesterday.
Pray I can get him back on track with his medication.
haha.

But, I still love him. :)

Trubie!!!

I'm really sad that I haven't had time to blog about my non-sense on a daily basis.
I've been busy at work.
But I HAVE to write about True Blood!!!
OMG!!!!
Sunday night's episode was only THE episode I've been waiting for!!!!



ERIC AND SOOKIE!!!! hell yeah, baby!!!


It was pure wonderfulness!!!


I <3 you, Eric Northman.
You sexy Viking Vampire!!
;)