My favorite thing about going to the movies: PREVIEWS!

When I go to the movies, I HAVE to get there in time for the previews. It's like....my favorite part of going to the movies.

Yesterday I saw the previews to Paranormal Activity II. A lot of people didn't like the first one, but I LOVED it! I thought it was really good. So, I'll have to see the second one when it comes out! :)

I don't know how good this movie is going to be. But it's Ryan Reynolds...I have to see what it's going to be about.

I mean, it's Ryan Reynolds....look at that stomach. I just wanna lick it.


This is a movie I'm definitely going to have to see. The previews made me want to cry, so I know I'll love it!

I never liked Zac Efron. That is, until I saw him in '17 Again'. Ohmigoodness! The boy grew up...and turned into quite the little hottie. And he can act. Is it just me, or does it seem like my celebrity crushes are getting younger and younger? haha. I always liked 'em young. haha.

Hottie.

I mean, seriously.....look at him. Damn. I just wanna lick his biceps. haha.

It's just not right for boys to be prettier than girls. But these boys sure are pretty. :)

Lovely Edward.

I finally went and saw Eclipse today.

It.Was.Amazing.

I.love.Edward.Cullen.

And I'm kinda diggin' Jasper, too. With his cute little Texan accent!

I love Edward. I love Edward and Bella together. I used to hate them together...just because Edward should be with me!

But watching them, just makes you miss that new love feeling.

The excitement, the butterflies, ohhhh, the feeling of new love.

How sexy is he with that facial hair! Oh.my.gosh. I love facial hair. I love Robert Pattinson!! Sexy. I wanna bite his neck.

"You know, Jacob, if it weren't for the fact that we're natural enemies and that you're also trying to steal away the reason for my existence, I might actually like you."


"You'll always be my Bella. You'll just be more durable."


I can't believe I waited so long to see "Eclipse"! I will be seeing it again...soon. Very soon.

I love you, Edward!

"Please, Mr. Postman, look and see. If there's a letter in your bag for me..."

Ok, I started my postcard sending today!! You can send out a max of 5, so I went ahead and did that. How cute is this??....the last one I got was a 5 year old boy. His mom started it for him because he loves getting postcards like his mom!! I may have to do that for Zac! He loves getting mail! And what a way to learn about other parts of the world! Granted the boy I got is from Florida, and he used to live in Texas, haha. But still! I'm sure he would love a postcard from anywhere!! :)
So, I'm about to take my postcards to the post office and mail them off!!

Postcards, baby.

So, after reading Marianne and Micaela's blogs about the wonderful postcards they receive, I decided to join PostCrossing. I'm so excited about it! But I'm a little disappointed because I've been all over town and there is NO where that sells postcards! At least, not any cute ones!! I have some Texas ones, but seriously....that's kinda boring. I mean, my town isn't really a place people go TO for vacation! So, I'm hoping to find somewhere I can purchase really pretty cards. If not, I will just have to go online and buy some!
So, I have my first address and I'm super excited to send my postcard.
Now I'm just wondering what to write on my postcard! haha.
Fun stuff!! Thanks to Marianne and Mickey for blogging about this, I am super excited to get started!

Where would be without wonderful doctors? :)

So, I went and saw my doctor today. I had to make an appointment after my little panic attack on Tuesday. I love my doctor. She is the sweetest doctor I've ever met. She just listens to me go on and on about my problems (mainly Gage's dad kinda being back in his life). And I cried, and she patted me and hugged me and told me everything was going to be ok. She told me I was a good mom. I was doing everything right. I go to work, I take care of my kids, and I'm just trying to figure out how to deal with this situation we're in. She made me feel so much better!!
So, she doubled my Prozac, haha. And prescribed me some Xanax in case I have another panic attack. Then she gave me some information on a place where I can go to counseling, and the rate is based on your income. She said I just had too much on my plate and my mind and body can't take it all right now. She is seriously a great doctor. I felt much better after leaving her. Thank God for doctors who actually take the time to listen and show sympathy. I needed that. No judging, trying to tell me what I need to do, just listening. And giving me drugs to feel better. haha.
So, I guess I'm going to call the place she recommended and set up a counseling session. It will be good to have someone to talk to, who isn't for me or for Billy. Who is just neutral.

On another note, Thank God also, that tomorrow is Friday. It's been a helluva week!! I still have not seen Eclipse!!! So, me and my bff are supposed to see it this weekend. I keep making plans to see it, and I just never do. I'm almost to the point where I don't care if I see it. But I know once I do, I will be in love all over again. :)

I'm missing my sister a lot. I can't wait until she and Lucia get back from their mission trip in Mexico. :)

Anyways, I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! I'm ready for it.

And yo, word to your mutha.