Absence does NOT make the heart grow fonder.....

At least when it comes to the Twilight Saga!

So, last night I FINALLY finished watching the MTV Movie Awards. It took me a few days because I could only watch when Zac wasn't around. It was a little too much for my 8 year old to watch...in my opinion.

Ok, for a while now, I have been completely over the Twilight stuff, Robert Pattinson....done, I've always been over Kristen Stewart.
So, I was getting so mad that they kept winning ALL of the awards!
There were so many other good movies that could have won.
Actors and actresses who could've easily beat out Rob and Kristen.
Ugh, I was so disappointed!

And it just made it worse that they had to keep coming up on stage to accept.
It's so annoying that neither one of them could get through even a 30 second speech without getting tripped up on their words and stumbling around like a bunch of morons.
I mean, Taylor Lautner is the youngest of all and he is the most professional and well spoken of the three.
How does he stand working with them??
Robert Pattinson....you give Edward Cullen a bad name!!
You need to get some tips from your character on how to be in real life.
The Kristen Stewart way is NOT working for you....at all.



BUT! To be fair, last night...after nights of being disgusted with them I finally saw the previews to Breaking Dawn.
I had forgotten how wonderful it is.
And I almost cried.
NOT KIDDING!
The scene where Jacob gets the wedding invitation, the proud look on Bella's mom face when she got the invitation, the bedroom scene (OMG), and the baby bump...the look of happiness on Bella's face, the look of horror on Edward's face.
So, I'm excited now. I'm ready for Breaking Dawn to come out!
But I'm still disgusted by the way they act in real life.
Just sayin'.




But what I'm really, really, really super excited about is:
TRUE BLOOD SEASON 4, baby!!!!
Ahhhh yeah!!



June 12th? Not.

First episode Sunday, June 26th. I am so ready for this season....I read the books...I know what's coming and I canNOT wait!!

Oh yeah!! :)
If you're not watching....you're missing out, yo!

It's about freaking time! ;D

PLEASE...tell me it's true!!

Kidd Kraddick says.....Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are finally calling it QUITS!!

woot, woot!!

What did I tell you, Mr. Pattinson????

You could do so much better!!

....you could do ME!

just sayin'!

Rollercoaster Day

Today was like a rollercoaster ride. Quite a few ups and downs.
I woke up 15 minutes before my alarm went off...feeling pretty good. Ohhh, it's gonna be a good day! :)
I got Zac up at 5:30, to take him to his Nana's. I always carry him, because I feel bad waking him up so early in the morning and making him walk. He weighs half of what I weigh...and that's like dead weight...he's getting pretty heavy. But I'm like...oh well...it's my work out for the day. :)
Well, I walked down my porch steps, twisted my left ankle, fell to right knee, and caught/balanced myself with my left arm. Needless to say, all day my left ankle, right knee, and left shoulder were hurting. ;) Good times.
I got to work and Brenda bought Gage an amp from a garage sale this weekend! The guitar my other co worker gave us is acoustic/electric! So that's exciting.
It was a busy day and I got in trouble because it was thought that I was putting work off on another co-worker when in reality I was super busy and couldn't get to that one thing. I thought I was "on the list" but, it turned out ok....I think.
I also think I have a mouse in my house! I saw something scurry behind the fridge! Nooooooo!!! I hate mice. Those dirty, squeaky, little infested things! Ugh.
But, I got home today and had THREE postcards in the mail and one of my cds...from the mixed tape swap. :) I'm super excited to listen to it!! :)

These are my postcards and CD. Top left is from Arkansas, Middle top is from Australia, right top is from Finland. The bottom is the package and CD I received, also from Australia!! Too sweet. I love when people put a personal touch to the things they send!!

I believe I'm going to love this CD because she wrote the music track on the back....some good ones!!! Nirvana, Beck, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Smashing Pumpkins, The Cranberries, Garbage.....oh yes, I will love this CD! :)

More bad news, though. This was devastating to me. I wanted to cry. I'm just at a loss for words.

My love. My true love, one and only, real love of my whole life.....was just 3 short hours away from me yesterday...and I did not know.

Had I known.....if only.....ohhh, 3 hours...what is 3 hours???? I could've easily driven THREE HOURS to see...even just a glimpse of my soul mate...Robert Pattinson. :(

Sick. It's just a sick, sick joke.

Oh, Robert....I'm so sorry you missed me......

*tear*

*sob*

*hiccup*

*sniff*

*sob*

Day Thirteen: A Fictional Book

Day Thirteen of the 30 Day Challenge:

A fictional book.

You know what?? I'm already tired of this challenge! Having a certain subject I HAVE to write about EVERYDAY!!!?? I have so many other unimportant things I want to write about!! haha.

But it's a challenge....so...it's like...challenging...but.I'll.try.to.stick.with.this....challenge.ugh. :)

Ok, a fictional book.

The Twilight Saga.

Mk, everyone know how much I looove Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn. The movies are wonderful and the books are even better!!

Good enough for ya? I don't think there are any rules about how elaborate I have to get on each blog. :)

Definitely a Monday! :)

I received my first postcard today! And I'm happy to say, it was from a fellow Twilight lover!!

How perfect is that? Sara from Ohio!!

Zac received a card today, too. From Virginia...direct swap. A woman named Heidi who has a daughter about 9 years old. This is a picture of a bear that came to hang out in her backyard!

Zac is at his dad's, but he will be so excited when he gets home and sees he has his first postcard!

:) I love Postcrossing!!

I felt like work would never end today. We had the craziest case today!! A woman was getting a colonoscopy and they found her partial dentures!!! Oh.My.Gosh.!!! Yeah, she somehow managed to swallow them and they were getting ready to pass. But they were like....a lot of teeth. Not just one or two. They took pictures of it and I must say, it's the most disgusting thing I've seen in a long time. haha. They retrieved them for her. I asked Ashley what she thought she'd do with them? Throw them away?? I would...for sure! But Ashley said she'd probably just wash them and use them again. bahahahaha. SICK!!



I found out today that Gage's dad has gone back to Fort Worth. I knew he would. He's been out of jail since July 5th. He saw Gage about 10 days later and we haven't heard from him since. I hate to say, but I'm sure he went right back to meth. He was in jail for 6 months. I thought for sure he'd have it out of his system and want to be back in his son's life. :( It breaks my heart...only because I know it breaks my son's heart. :( I really don't know what to do anymore.

On a lighter note, I'm excited about me and Marianne's date to see 'Ramona and Beezus' this week!! I loved the books when I was younger! :)

Lovely Edward.

I finally went and saw Eclipse today.

It.Was.Amazing.

I.love.Edward.Cullen.

And I'm kinda diggin' Jasper, too. With his cute little Texan accent!

I love Edward. I love Edward and Bella together. I used to hate them together...just because Edward should be with me!

But watching them, just makes you miss that new love feeling.

The excitement, the butterflies, ohhhh, the feeling of new love.

How sexy is he with that facial hair! Oh.my.gosh. I love facial hair. I love Robert Pattinson!! Sexy. I wanna bite his neck.

"You know, Jacob, if it weren't for the fact that we're natural enemies and that you're also trying to steal away the reason for my existence, I might actually like you."


"You'll always be my Bella. You'll just be more durable."


I can't believe I waited so long to see "Eclipse"! I will be seeing it again...soon. Very soon.

I love you, Edward!

TG tomorrow is F.

Ok, all of my bad luck is out of the way now. I got a feelin'. :)
Leah got a new battery in her car, so I'm back to driving it.
Zac's at his dad's this month and I'm missing him already. Even though I get him every 3rd day while his dad is at the firestation, I still miss him :(
Me and Gage went to eat at yummy Stanley's with my sis, niece, nephew, and Lu's friend BJ. Good stuff!! I'm ready to go to bed now! I'm exhausted. It's been a long, exhausting week!!
I'm so glad tomorrow is Friday!!
We had more drama at work!! Apparently (after I left one day) an old man tried to drive himself home after being sedated. A nurse told him he couldn't and wouldn't give him his keys, so he started choking her in the parking lot!! Crazy!! He was like 70 years old. But she's ok and they called the po po on his old butt. ;)

Can you believe I still haven't seen Eclipse????? That is madness!! But I'm supposed to go to see it with my buddy Ashley this weekend. So, my life will then be complete. :)
I'm ready to see what all the fuss is about.....and see the Dreamy Edward!! *sigh*

Lucia's joke of the day:
How do you wake up Lady GaGa?
You poke her face.

bahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

I love kids and their jokes. :)

Crappy start, but ended up a-ok.

So, had some car trouble again today. If it had waited one more day, it would've been a month exactly from the last time I had car trouble. haha. So, last month I was getting in my car to go to work and my ignition was stuck, it would't turn on. I got a new ignition put in for about...ohhhh $320.00. Today, I got to work and my car wouldn't turn off!! The ignition was stuck again, but this time, it was stuck on. haha. I left my house at 5:30 a.m. My car ran while I was in work, until 8:00, when the shop opened. 2 1/2 hours, 1/4 tank of gas, and an almost overheated car. Excellent. haha. But it's fixed now. For how long, I have no idea. Hopefully for good!
So the day started off pretty crappy. Then I found out my supposed bff went and saw "Eclipse" without me last night!!! haha. Just kidding, Marianne. I was a little disappointed, but it was with your family, who you don't get to spend much time with, so I forgive you. :) I'm trying to convince Gage to see it with me, he refuses. :( Everyone else has already seen it, but me. I feel so alone! ;)

So, I'm just going to spend the night here at my house, all by my lonesome. I watched the cheesiest movie ever earlier. "Black Christmas" Ruh-tard-ed.
Now, I'm watching "Knowing". Everyone I talked to said it sucked, but I'm actually liking it a lot!! When it's over, I'm going to take advantage of being child-free and clean house like crazy!!
It needs it!

I'm excited for my 3 day weekend! I need it! I'm just gonna chill, do a whole lotta nothing. Except clean today. Be lazy tomorrow. Go to my mom's for the 4th on Sunday. And finally watch "Eclipse" on Monday. Woot woot. Holla. :)

Gotta love some Chuck E Cheese

Why am I so tired?? I cannot seem to get caught up on my sleep!! I took a nap after work. Marianne called to see if I was meeting up with her at Chuck E Cheese and I was so tired, I don't even really remember our conversation!

So, we just got home from Chuck E Cheese. We met Marianne, Mickey, and their two beautiful nieces, Marina and Sofia. :) Those girls are just gorgeous!!!
Zac has been begging me to take him for a couple weeks, so he was excited to go. Gage, of course, thinks he's too cool....so, I made him take a picture with his little brother! haha.

Can you see the excitement on Gage's face? :D

But he was kind enough to play some games with his annoying little brother. haha.
Zac got like 3 hundred-something tickets. He was in Chuck E Cheese Heaven.


It was a good time. An hour and a half of playing, and the adults were ready to go!!

So, I'm home now and I put good ole "Twilight" on. :) Loooooove it! I gotta watch the first two movies over again, so I can get ready to go see "Eclipse" with my bff and her twinkie on Monday!! Woot, woot. I can't wait!!!!!!!!

Eclipse......but I can't leave out Eric.....

Just two more days until Eclipse!!! I am so excited!!

Not excited enough to go to the midnight showing, like last year. It was a mess!! Standing in line at the mall with a bunch of teenagers...it was ridiculous. Then trying to watch the movie with the teenie boppers squealing in my ears (especially when Jacob took off his shirt...yes, impressive...but HELLO, I'm Team Edward)!! Absolutely will not deal with that again!!!


Not to mention having to get up at 4:14 to be at work at 5:30 a.m.!!! I was soooo tired all day at work the next day...or later that morning.

I think I'll wait a while, maybe take a day off during the week and go see it.



I was going through reading my past blogs...not that I have so many, but the ones that were written last year. And I saw the one where I was talking about how IN LOVE I am with Edward. And how I was SURE the crush wouldn't last much longer....WRONG!! I'm still just as in love with Edward as I ever was!

Even if my new vampire crush is Eric Northman, I still have room in my heart for Edward Cullen. :) But seriously.....wow, ERIC!! ;)

Is he not just freaking hot!! I'd be his fangbanger anyday, yo!!!

I'm just sayin'......

Twilight

So, I say, "So what if I'm 30 years old." I can still be just as in love with Edward as the teen girls. I mean, seriously, have you read the books? What girl wouldn't fall in love with Edward. He's what every girl from age 13 to 103 would dream of. I mean......minus the part that he's a vampire. But, who am I kidding...I'd still take him as a vampire.
I'm 30 years old and I have.....oh wait, I'm 31 now. haha. Well, just a week into being 31....so maybe that doesn't count. Anyways, yes....I'm 31 years old and I have a life size card board cut out of Edward in my room. He's just watching over me....kinda like he does with Bella. haha.
But to make myself seem less retarded...I did NOT buy the cut out myself...my BFF, Marianne, bought it for me. Ok, who am I kidding, if she hadn't bought it for me, I would've bought it for myself. I've read all 4 books two times already. I've seen the movie 4 times and am counting the days until it comes out on DVD. Obsessed little? Maybe, but as with every celebrity crush, I see myself getting over it in a couple months.