Showing posts with label Work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Work. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

In the words of the sexy Justin Timberlake....

What goes around...comes back around.

just sayin'.

Yesterday I was so freaking hungry! I wanted a yummy Pat's burger and fries! YUM!

So, one of my coworkers was nice enough to go pick some up for everyone.
She gets back and I am starving!!! I clock out and dig in!!
I'm enjoying my burger, when all of the sudden....I bite down on something hard.

WHAT THE F*CK?!?
Ok, I'm so not a cusser, but that is what went through my mind.
What the fuck was that hardness that I just bit on???

I was scared to look.
But I did....and THIS is what I saw:

A freaking PLASTIC roach.

Then I turn around and see Michelle laughing.
I threw it at her and called her a bitch...of course.
After the feeling that I had to VOMIT went away...I had to admit it was funny.

But she must know that she has it coming.
There will be revenge.

If anyone has any suggestions, I will gladly take them.
I need to get this girl good.
For real.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Silly girls.....

As I was saying last week...my coworkers are so dirty. and maybe a little immature!!! I remember playing this game when I was in like.....8th grade?? Friday we had a potluck and someone brought fortune cookies. What do you do with fortune cookies??? Oh....you know...you add "in bed" at the end. Yeah...when you were like 13, ya did. And apparently when you're in your late 20's, 30's, and 40's. So, this is what my fortune cookie said:
"Happier days are definitely ahead for you. Struggle has ended."

.....IN BED!!! haha. Also, of course, this MUST be true...because I got my hair cut AND colored!

And my fingernails were painted!! The girls are convinced I have a secret boyfriend. One of the girls even has me being secretly pregnant. Don't you just love offices full of girls?? good times, I tell ya!! good times. haha.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Dirty Talk

I'll tell you right now....you do not need this book if you want to know how to dirty talk....
Ok, maybe the kind of dirty talk I'm talking about isn't in this guide book. But I'm telling you right now, the girls at work could put any boys locker room to shame.

I think I blush almost daily up here, with the way these girls talk.


I always thought boys were bad......sorry, guys....you got nothing on these girls.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Pet Peeves

Here are a few of my pet peeves.

I've blogged about our homeless people situation at work. We had to lock our bathroom door because they would literally bathe in our bathrooms. Yesterday two homeless guys came in and asked if they could use our restroom. I said I was sorry but they're for patients only. The younger guy said that the older had to go real bad. Again, I said I was sorry. The older guy yells at me and says,"What do you want me to do?? Shit a doody right here?" I tried so hard not to laugh at him and say,"Did you just say shit a doody?" I do feel bad, but seriously it's just gotten so bad, we have to say no!

Another pet peeve....that actually happened yesterday, too....patients leaning all the way in my window at work. Seriously?? I'm so pro-personal space.....get away!!!



Shoes like these.
Major pet peeve.
Seriously? They're the ugliest things I've ever seen!!!!
sorry if you own some.....

Friday, March 11, 2011

Excitement for the day....

We had a little excitement at work today.
A sheriff ran into a car.....



And the car ended up on the church steps across the street.

craaaaazy!!

Yeah, me and Brenda were outside taking pics with our cell phones!! haha.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Snow day.

I stayed the night at my sister's house last night. Everyone kept saying how bad the weather is going to get. They always say that and it rarely does.

But, to be on the safe side, I stayed at her house...a little closer to work.

I woke up this morning; took a shower, dried my hair, got dressed, then started out the door to get my car started.

Leah said,"Stephanie! You're not seriously getting out in this are you?"
I said,"Yeah. I have to! Patients are coming in. I have to."
She said,"Have you seen it out there?"
"No, but it doesn't matter. I HAVE to go in."
"But have you seen it out there?"
"No. But I HAVE to go in."
"Ok, just be careful. Don't wreck. Don't wreck."

I opened the door and ohh emm gee!! It was a winter wonderland! And it was still coming down.
Stupid me; I go outside in my scrubs and Converse, sinking into the snow. My pants getting soaking wet. Get to the car, step off the curb, and freaking sink down to my knee!

But I'm still attempting this!! I started the car. Blasted the heater/defrost and began tracking back inside.
But then, as I'm brushing my teeth and getting my mascara/eye liner on, my heart starts pounding.
Can I really make it to work? What if I get stuck in the snow like I did the Christmas before last, heading out to my mom's? I was on the side of the road for 2 hours!
Not only that, but I forgot my phone charger last night....I only have ONE bar on my phone!
Oh well. I HAVE to go to work. But man, I have a bad feeling about this!

I go out to the car, get in, turn on the windshield wipers...they won't budge. I scrape the window, my fingers are numb!! I come back inside to get some gloves from Leah and tell her I think I already have frost bite.
Hey, this is Texas. We're not really used to this kind of weather! :)
Ugh, I go back to the car back up to leave....and get stuck. Yes, I drove a whole foot and got stuck. Try as I might...I can't get out. I go forward, I go backward...STUCK!
All that work for nothing. I have to call in.
Damn, my paycheck is going to be mad at me!

So, here I am...cozy in Lucia's bed, with the blowdryer blowing on my (too close for comfort, frost bit) feet.
Just got a text from Brenda at work telling me that we're closed down for tomorrow...see ya Thursday.
Man, my paycheck is going to suck.
Oh well...what are you gonna do?

Wow, that was a long story. With really no great climax. Sorry about that! :)

So as I said in my last post, I brought "Scream" over to watch last night. Lucia said she wanted a scary movie.
I don't think "Scream" is really a scary movie...but I sure did the first time I saw it! So, I figured Lucia would like it! She and Jack both love scary movies.
But I guess I didn't realize how scary it could be for a 9 year old and a 3 year old.

Lucia and Jack "watching" Scream:




hahahahahaha.

They're outside playing in the snow. I guess I'll go take some pics of this crazy blizzard! ;)
Hope you all have a wonderful Tuesday!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Secret Santa!

I am in the Christmas spirit! I'm one ugly Christmas sweater away from being the old women I make fun of!! haha.


I'm wearing TWO santa pins today.




These cute little berets. I have my hair in pig tails today and each pig tail has these cute little clips.





All thanks to my Secret Santa here at work! :)


I'm also wearing the cute little bell bracelet that is pictured below with my lotion and chap stick. :)


Notice the Hot Fries in the background. That's my breaksfast every morning. My secret santa was nice enough to get me a couple bags of those too! haha.



I also got this book and cute cross book marker!!



A couple of cute ornaments! I just love ornaments!






A close up of my berets. :)













Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Thanksgiving break....oh yeah! :)


Ohhhh, I am SOOOOO excited for our FOUR day weekend! :)


This morning, when my alarm went off I THOUGHT I hit snooze...but oops, I turned it off. Leah called me at 5:38 am. I'm supposed to be at work at 6:00! I was like,"Uhh, let me call you back!" I got dressed, brushed my hair, brushed my teeth and was out the door! Luckily, Zac had stayed the night with his dad and Gage didn't have school, so he stayed home. I clocked in at 6:05. I wasn't looking my best, but hey.....I didn't look horrible, either! :)








Yesterday was a sad day for me. I found homes for three of my six puppies. :( Here are two of them, one was hiding. The were whining in the car, so I would pet them, then I would stop, and they would whine. One of them started howling!!! Oh my gosh! It was so heartbreaking!! I only have 3 left and I know I have to find homes for the other two, but it just breaks.my.heart. I've grown attached.





Anyways....work was pretty good today. It was busy, so it went by fast. And I got off an hour early! :)


One thing I really love about my job; all the Dr Pepper you could ever want! This is our mini fridge....heaven on earth for me! :)




















Another thing I love about my job.....


People magazine. I know they're supposed to be for our patients. But we hand them around until everyone has had a chance to read it, then we put it out for the patients.


Did you see the recent People? Sexiest Man Alive? Heck yeah, I love me some Ryan Reynolds!!! He's hot, he's an awesome actor AND he's freaking hilarious.


Way to my heart?






Making me laugh. Like a laughing hyena. :)
(not really, but ya know...)





Sexiest man to me at the moment......Andy Samberg! He's hilarious AND pretty freakin' hot. I LOVE all his SNL skits and the short films he does.






Hellllloooooo, Hottie McHotterson.




What makes a guy hot to you? My bff likes a hairy chest! EWwwwwww. So not me!! haha. So, I got an ugly example of a hairy chest....but still not attractive. I always give her a hard time about her hairy crushes.




Tomorrow is Thanksgiving!!! I LOVE Thanksgiving. Mostly just the family time. My plate usually consists of:




MASHED POTATOES








COVERED IN GIBLET GRAVY!








Sop that up with a warm soft ROLL!








Yes, that is my meal on Thanksgiving. And I love to tell Leah how much I love giblet gravy, because she hates the word giblet. haha.




Friday night: a very special occasion that I am looking forward to! ;) I'm excited about seeing my bff's twinkie, Mickey!


Long time, no see.




Saturday night: another happy occasion, celebrating my good old friend Angela's 30th birthday! I haven't been out in so long. I could use a beer and some interaction with the outside world. :)




I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving and an awesome extended weekend!! :)

Friday, November 12, 2010

Cigarette, please. :D

You know, it has been 55 days since my last cigarette. And if I'm being honest, I've wanted a cigarette just about every one of those 55 days. Whether it be the worrying over Zac and his doctor appointments, or the stresses of having a 14 year old son that is....well, acting like a typical 14 year old boy. Ya know, it could be I saw a woman smoking on tv and it made me want one. Point is!.......that I still want to smoke. I have dreams that I light a cigarette and take two drags and love it...then I'm just disappointed in myself for smoking after doing so well for so long!
Ok, I got off track. I'm good at that.
On with my story.....yesterday made me want to start smoking again. NOTHING makes me want to do something more, than when someone tells me I can't do it.
Ridiculous!!! Them...NOT me!
Here are some of the rules:
  • No smoking in parking lots and/or driveways that are used by (my place of business)
  • in any (mpob) vehicles
  • Vehicles on property that is owned, leased or used by (mpob)
  • All property, sidewalks and streets that are adjacent to (mpob) owned or leased property
  • they want us to hand out informational cards to give employees/patients who are observed smoking on work property.
  • Have to inform patients that leaving the campus while admitted will not be allowed. ....leaving campus while admitted is classified as leaving “against medical advice.”

  • If you carpool to/from work, attend training classes or other work-related functions may not smoke in the vehicle with other employees present

  • Not allowed to leave the workplace while “on the clock" hourly employees who leave work property(to smoke) must clock-out upon leaving and clock-in upon returning.

  • Must refrain from using tobacco products on the property of nearby businesses and residences, including public streets and sidewalks

Ok, is it just me or does that seem a little extreme? Not to mention if you come in smelling like smoke, you could be fired.

Ridiculous. I don't even smoke anymore....but I sure want to now. :p

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Tuesday! yay!

It's been a good week so far. Which, I guess isn't really saying much...since today is just Tuesday :)

Yesterday was a fun and crazy day at work! Brenda brought her "fart machine" to work with her. It's a little speaker that has a seperate remote. Ashley had it in her pocket and Brenda was pushing the button. Ashley was laughing so freaking hard. Brenda would push the button and make her fart while she was laughing.

I was like....Oh my gosh, Ashley!! What is wrong with you?!?!? haha. FINALLY I figured out it was fake. But it was still funny.

Then they hid it on the nurses station. They hid while looking out a window and everytime one of the nurses bent down, they made the sound. One of the nurses came up to the front and said,"Stephanie! Where's Ashley?? She has some kind of farting machine! Everytime we bend over it makes a pooting sound." haha. I was cracking up!

Good stuff!!

Today one of the nurses brought us some Corn Chowder for lunch and it was so good! With some banana pudding for dessert! YUM!

Saturday the circus was here. I tried to take the boys, but once we pulled up Zackary started FREAKING out!! He didn't want to go!! :( So, we didn't get to do that. I was looking forward to going! I haven't been in a long time!! The last time I went was when I worked at the State Hospital. We took the kids and of course, one of them tried to run off. haha. Good times. We had to chase him down and hold him in the parking lot until one our co workers came to pick him up.

So, needless to say, we didn't get to enjoy that circus!! And before that??? I believe Gage was about 4. So, it's been a long time. I would've liked to go.

Oh well.

So, in the car Gage and his friend Casey were telling riddles. They were some pretty good riddles!

Casey:

There's a dog that has a 5 foot rope tied around his neck, his dog food is 6 feet away. How did he get to it and eat it?

Gage was like, "duh, you didn't say the end of the rope was tied to anything". Wow. I coudn't have figured that out.

Gage:

He who builds it, doesn't need it. He who buys it, doesn't use it. He who uses it, doesn't know he is. What is it?

None of us could figure out the answer to that.

Answer is: a coffin. Pretty good, right?

So, Zac didn't want to be left out. Here's his riddle! :)

A mom buys a boy a Christmas present and tells him he can't use his hands or nails or anything to open it, how does he get it open?

We were all, hmm...I don't know! How Zac??

Answer: He has a little sister and has her open it for him.

hahaha.

d.o.r.k.

Hope everyone is having a great week so far! :)

Friday, November 5, 2010

Friday, Payday, Friday, Payday

It's Friday! And payday!!
So, you'd think I would be in a better mood. But man, I'm in a foul mood today!
I woke up with a freaking fever blister. I HATE fever blisters. Disgusting.
I had yesterday off. I usually love days off, but we had Zac's doctor appointment yesterday. We got there at 8:15 and left a little before 10. My sister (support system) went with me. We just talked with the doctor about Zac. She was really sweet. I have to take Zac back December 1st for testing. It's FOUR HOURS of testing. They're testing him for Aspergers Disorder. Which is a type of autism, from what I gathered.
So, of course, being the emotional mess that I am, there was a lot of crying involved, while talking to the doctor.
Gage's school has their big rival football game, so he was at school from 7:30 a.m. to 9:00 p.m. last night! School from 7:50-2:50; baseball practice from 2:50-5:00; then the "Happening" from 5:00-9:00!! Apparently they had a parade, bon fire, fireworks and all that good stuff.
I was never that involved in school to care about stuff like that, so I'm glad Gage seems to be. :)
So, it sucks coming in to work after having the day off. I have certain things that I get done before I leave everyday...that have to be done to make my morning go a little more smooth. And of course, none of it is done.
(Not bad-mouthing you, Ash!) There's no way for the girls who do billing to know everything I do up front, so I'm not complaining about them. You just get used to your routine and it's all jacked when you have the day off...ya know? ;) I still love you, Ashley and Brenda! Plus the other receptionist was off yesterday, too. So, that doubley :) sucked for Ash and Bren.
Anywaysssss, I just need to think "Friday, payday, Friday, payday".
No kids tonight, either!
What to do? What to do?
We shall see.

Have I mentioned that it's been 48 days since my last cigarette?
And I still want one EVERYDAY!
just sayin'.


word.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Day 25: Your Day in Great Detail

Day 25 of the 30 Day Challenge

Day 25: Your Day, in Great Detail

Wow....this will be a yawn. :)

4:30 a.m. Alarm goes off/hit snooze
4:40 a.m. Alarm goes off, I say "seriously?"
Get up, take a shower, blow dry hair, brush teeth, curl hair, get dressed in beautiful scrubs, put my shoes and socks on.
5:30 a.m. Get Zac's school clothes, shoes, socks, put it all in his backpack. Pull him out of bed and put him in the car. Drive him to his nana's house.
5:40 a.m. Drive straight to Starbucks.....need energy. Get a Skinny Vanilla Latte and Banana Walnut bread.
6:00 a.m. Clock in at work. Turn coffee pots on, get paperwork from the back, unlock side door, turn phones on, turn fax on, get schedules off the fax, listen to messages on the phone. Turn on the tv, turn on my computer, log into my work email, then Advantx...scheduling, then Provation....reports, then Provation RN...notes, then 929 NIN, so I can listen to Kidd Kraddick while getting ready for the day. Print charts for the day.
6:25 a.m. Put coffee and newspapers out, open the door...start checking in patients and putting charts together.
Hey....you said great detail!!
7:50 a.m. Text Ashley and ask her to check in the next patient....coffee just kicked in. haha. False alarm.
8:30 a.m. Take a break, call and talk to my sister.
work
work
work
11:45 a.m. Eat McAlister's that work bought for us since we were slammed and couldn't really leave for lunch.
1:00 ish Take a break with Ashley
2:08 clock out.
Smoke with Ashley
2:20 Drive across town to pick up Gage from school.
3:00 Drop him off and home and drive back across town to pick up Zac from school.
On the way a stupid girl and her little friend are driving next to me and decide they want in my lane without looking over. Ran me up on the curb. They laugh. I scream at them through my window,"NOT FUNNY!" (thinking, you little bitches)
3:15 Get Zac out (a little early) and drive to the store to get a yummy ice cold DP, Gage a RedBull and Zac some candy.
3:30 Home.....Leah calls, talk to her about plans for later.
Current:
Telling you in great detail about my boring day.
Later, going to Casa Manana with Leah, Zac, Lucia, Jack, and Gavin. Gage is going to his "sisters" in Dallas for the weekend.
Then probably going to my sisters to hang out and let the kids play.
Fun stuff, right?

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Crappola Day

What a crappy day today. :(

After such a good nights sleep, and waking up before my alarm even went off...I just knew it was going to be a good day.

Shows how much I know!

  • Sneezing, coughing, blowing my nose, sinus pressure.
  • Miserable.
  • Sore nose. :( Just call me Rudolph.
  • Head cold?
  • Headache.
  • Phones ringing off the hook.
  • 2 people short in the office.
  • 1 gone for two hours for school.
  • 1 in a meeting for an hour.
  • Yep...that leaves just me.
  • Fax machine going NON-stop.
  • Idiots who don't understand a phone number no matter how many times I tell them just because the first three digits are also the first the digits of the last four digits. Understand?Seriously. Not that difficult.

Nap, please? Nope....gotta pick up Gage from ball practice at 5:00, then it's our nightly ritual for a school night. Dinner, showers, homework, bedtime? Yes, please.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Scrapbooking almost done! Holllaaaa.

Another slow day at work tomorrow. Only FIVE patients. I had the option to take the day off again, but my paycheck wouldn't appreciate that much...soooo, I suppose I'll go in. :) But I'll definitely be leaving early. I can't stand to sit at work and have NOTHING to do!

So, only two more pages left to go on my sister's scrapbook. :)
Here are a couple more (poor quality) pics.

This one is just movies and shows we watched when we were younger. :)
The Kraken from (the original) Clash of the Titans. Everytime he would start cracking we'd say,"THE KRAKEN IS CRACKIN'!" and die laughing. We thought it was so funny. Then of course, Kiefer Sutherland in The Lost Boys. Kevin Bacon in Footloose, it says,"You ever get busted for bopping?" haha. The crypt keeper from Tales from the Crypt. When we would stay the weekend with my dad, we'd stay up late and watch it. :) Then of course, one of our all time FAVORITE movies, Mommie Dearest. "No wire hangers, EVER!!!" And John Travolta, Danny in Grease. :) Good stuff. I have another page filled with that stuff too. We've always been big movie watchers and movie quoters. :)




Then here is part of a page that is dedicated to our sisters trip to Cancun a couple summers ago. Oh what a wonderful time we had!

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Is there an age when you're just too old for a boyfriend?

Ok, ok, ok....I know I say this EVERY Thursday, but seriously....thank God tomorrow is Friday! haha. I just love the weekends! Me and Marianne had to postpone our movie date to see "Ramona and Beezus" last week, because of her short notice vacation to Florida (Like I've said before...luckiest girl EVER). Soooo, I'm child free tomorrow night and going to see.....well, a kid movie. haha. What? It looks cute! Gah.


Zac is having a sleep over with his cousin Anthony. Anthony just got home from visiting his mom in Italy all summer. So, Zac has been missing him! And Gage, well, his friend that moved to....Washington?....anyways, he's home for his birthday and having some big party...so Gage is doing that this weekend.

Which leaves me going to the movies with my bff...to watch a kiddie movie. I can't get away from the kid stuff...even when they're away.

AND another slow day at work tomorrow. With Dr. Ho and Dr. Wilson out. We only have SIX patients! YAY! I'm so leaving early tomorrow!!!

I had the CUTEST little old lady this morning!! So, she's 73 years old. I asked her if she had someone to put in the system as an emergency contact. She was like,"Oh, I guess you can put my boyfriend down." haha. Whaaaaat? SEVENTY-THREE years old and YOU have a BOYfriend?? hahaha. So, I said,"Ok, and what is his phone number?" She says,"Oh well, I won't give you his home number, because he's never there. He stays with me at my house. Just put my number down."
Ohhh, you dirty, old, sinning woman! haha. Too cute.
Then I tell her,"Is your boyfriend here with you today? You know you can't drive for the rest of today?" She says,"Yes, I know." (Looking disappointed) "And I sure hate that I can't drive. My boyfriend just bought me a brand new Ford Fusion. It's a beautiful car. I just love driving it."
Awwwww, how cute is that??
She was just adorable.
Love it. :)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Eye Candy. :)

So, Dr. Ho is out for the next two weeks. It's going to be slooooow in the office! Which is just fine with me! Dr. Wilson only has 6 cases tomorrow!!! HOPEFULLY I'll get to get off work early!! :)

I left work today and rented "Diary of a Wimpy Kid" for Zac. He's been wanting to see it for a long time. I would've taken him to the movies to see it....because I LOVE movies and so does Gage....but noooooooo, not Zac!! He absolutely HATES going to the movies. I think it's the whole sitting still, quietly. That's so not Zac. haha. So, anyways....I had to rent it for him. Gage saw it at the movies with my sister and niece. They all three loved it.
So, I'm going to have a movie/pizza night with my boys tonight. :) Perfect date!!

I love being at work, working hard....then opening my work email to find some yummy pictures waiting for me!!
I had that today...so I thought I'd share the deliciousness that is....Robert Pattinson. Ohhhhhh.


Oh, Robert....you seemed to have gotten a little wet....would you like me to lick you dry? I don't mind....


Hello! I will totally rip off the other sleeve of that shirt...with my teeth, if you'd like...
And whatever else needs to be ripped off. :)
He's just so dang hot! I love you, Robert Pattinson. :)



Monday, July 26, 2010

Definitely a Monday! :)


I received my first postcard today! And I'm happy to say, it was from a fellow Twilight lover!!
How perfect is that? Sara from Ohio!!
Zac received a card today, too. From Virginia...direct swap. A woman named Heidi who has a daughter about 9 years old. This is a picture of a bear that came to hang out in her backyard!
Zac is at his dad's, but he will be so excited when he gets home and sees he has his first postcard!
:) I love Postcrossing!!







I felt like work would never end today. We had the craziest case today!! A woman was getting a colonoscopy and they found her partial dentures!!! Oh.My.Gosh.!!! Yeah, she somehow managed to swallow them and they were getting ready to pass. But they were like....a lot of teeth. Not just one or two. They took pictures of it and I must say, it's the most disgusting thing I've seen in a long time. haha. They retrieved them for her. I asked Ashley what she thought she'd do with them? Throw them away?? I would...for sure! But Ashley said she'd probably just wash them and use them again. bahahahaha. SICK!!



I found out today that Gage's dad has gone back to Fort Worth. I knew he would. He's been out of jail since July 5th. He saw Gage about 10 days later and we haven't heard from him since. I hate to say, but I'm sure he went right back to meth. He was in jail for 6 months. I thought for sure he'd have it out of his system and want to be back in his son's life. :( It breaks my heart...only because I know it breaks my son's heart. :( I really don't know what to do anymore.

On a lighter note, I'm excited about me and Marianne's date to see 'Ramona and Beezus' this week!! I loved the books when I was younger! :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

you had a bad day......

Today wasn't such a great day. I had a bit of a panic attack at work. I guess it was just everything that's been going on hitting me all at once. Car trouble, Gage's dad coming back into his life, work has been stressful.
I guess I felt it coming on when Billy got out of jail and started with his excuses. Then he called yesterday wanting to get Gage for the day. I was so confused about what I should do. I don't want to keep him from his dad. He would never forgive me for that. I want to give Billy ANOTHER chance. But I'm so scared he's going to hurt Gage all over again. It was hard, but I let him hang out with him from about 3 to 8 yesterday. Gage came back in a good mood. He's missed his dad a lot the past 8 or so months. I just pray that Billy really tries this time. I've been praying for him. When I'm praying, I say, "Lord, this is so hard for me to pray for this man who has done so much to his son, but I have to...." Just so he knows that I know it's not in my heart to pray for him, but I want it to be, so I'm trying. haha.
So, today we were 2 people short in the office. I was swamped and work was piling up against me. The phone was ringing off the hook and I just lost it for a second there. My heart started racing, I felt like my insides were shaking like crazy, I got all hot. Then Brenda asked if I was ok and that is when...when I always...lose it. I started crying and was just like....I don't know. I'm so confused and I have so much on my plate right now. I don't know how much more I can take.
So, Ashley gave me a Xanax. Normally I wouldn't take something...unless prescribed to me, but I felt like I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. So, I took it, went outside for some fresh air (uhhh, a cigarette..haha) and just tried to calm myself down. Ashley is a godsend because her Xanax really helped me. I've still been on the verge of tears all day, but panic feeling is gone. For now.
I guess I'll just keep praying. That always seems to help the most. :)
I decided today that I'm going to cut off all my hair. When I start feeling like I need a change, I always cut my hair or dye it a different color. haha. That's as crazy as I can get. :)
So, I made an appointment for next week. I'll probably totally regret it after I do it, but it's just hair....it will grow back. :)
My sister and niece are leaving tomorrow to go on a mission trip with their church to Mexico. I really wanted me and Zac to go, but I don't have the PTO to take off from work. :( And after our trip to Chicago, I can't afford to take off with no PTO. But Leah and Lucia will have a wonderful time and I'm super excited for them. Lucia truly has a heart for God. She is in love with God and her church. It's going to be a wonderful experience for her and I can't wait to hear all about it! Man, I'm going to miss them. :( But it's just a week, so....it'll be aight.
Pray for them to have a safe, fun trip!! :)

Thursday, July 8, 2010

TG tomorrow is F.

Ok, all of my bad luck is out of the way now. I got a feelin'. :)
Leah got a new battery in her car, so I'm back to driving it.
Zac's at his dad's this month and I'm missing him already. Even though I get him every 3rd day while his dad is at the firestation, I still miss him :(
Me and Gage went to eat at yummy Stanley's with my sis, niece, nephew, and Lu's friend BJ. Good stuff!! I'm ready to go to bed now! I'm exhausted. It's been a long, exhausting week!!
I'm so glad tomorrow is Friday!!
We had more drama at work!! Apparently (after I left one day) an old man tried to drive himself home after being sedated. A nurse told him he couldn't and wouldn't give him his keys, so he started choking her in the parking lot!! Crazy!! He was like 70 years old. But she's ok and they called the po po on his old butt. ;)

Can you believe I still haven't seen Eclipse????? That is madness!! But I'm supposed to go to see it with my buddy Ashley this weekend. So, my life will then be complete. :)
I'm ready to see what all the fuss is about.....and see the Dreamy Edward!! *sigh*

Lucia's joke of the day:
How do you wake up Lady GaGa?
You poke her face.

bahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

I love kids and their jokes. :)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Booooring day today!

Everyone around me has seen Eclipse already and I'm getting mad!! Three girls at work saw it yesterday. Leah and Lucia saw it today! Everyone wants to discuss and I can't until Monday!! I cannot wait to see it!! 4 more days!! Could this possibly be the first time EVER that I've been ready for the weekend to be over?? haha.

I dropped Gage and his friend off at the movies, they wanted to see Toy Story 3.

I was like....why in the world would you watch Toy Story 3, when you could watch Eclipse???
My son is a ruh-tard!

I took the kiddos down the street to my friend Alisha's house today. Gage is going to dog sit for her while she's on vacation. Of course, Zac wanted to bring her dog home with us. haha.
Uhhh, I don't think so! They're lucky to still have Beauty...our dog! I'm not an animal person AT ALL!!!



Ashley (friend from work), her mom made me some plum jelly! I just had a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, it was sooooooo good!!! It may have been the highlight of my day today!! :) Wow, that's kinda sad, huh?

UGH! We're supposed to have a Mexican pot luck at work tomorrow. Everyone is supposed to bring something and I have no idea what I'm going to bring!!!
We all ate Taco Bueno for lunch today, I had like 10 extra hot sauce containers. I loaded them up in my hands and told everyone that's what I was bringing to the pot luck. haha. Didn't work. I don't know what to do! :(

Zac's joke of the day,"Why didn't the skeleton go to the dance?.........Because he had noBODY to go with." bahahahaha. I cracked up. Gage looked at me like I was the ruh-tard.
Whatev.

Anyways, not a lot going on today. But for some reason, I feel the need to blog every single day.
Ridiculous!!
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