I'm not an animal person AT ALL, but........

...I'm attached!

This Saturday the puppies will be 5 weeks old. Which means, one more week and I have to start trying to find them a home. :( I'm already so attached to them. It's going to break my heart. They already have their own little personalities. They are just so freaking adorable. Barking and growling and crawling all over you, licking you. I LOVE THEM! :(

If it's this hard on me now, I cannot even imagine how it's going to be for my boys.

But I CAN'T keep them all.

Is this not the most adorable thing ever?????

Last night I went to check on Zac, because he was being so quite. He had his door shut. I opened the door and what do I see? He went outside and got Fatty. They were laying down watching tv together. haha.

NO DOGS IN THE HOUSE!!!!!

But really.....it was so cute. I couldn't make him put him back out!!

Soooo, anyone who lives around here.....know anyone that wants a puppy? :)

Gage-Bracesless :)

Is my boy handsome or what? :)

Happy Monday!!

I haven't been posting pictures of my postcards from Postcrossing. It's hard with no internet at home :( But here are a couple that I absolutely loved, so I had to post them. :)

Tom Hanks is one of my FAVORITE actors! I love just about EVERY movie he's ever been in!

Saving Private Ryan, The Burbs, Joe Vs the Volcano, Forrest Gump, Cast Away, just to name a few of my faves with him! :)

So, needless to say, I was super excited when I received this postcard!!

This one was just sweet. It's one of my faves, too!

So, I bought Zac "The Elf on the Shelf". It's the cutest thing ever. It comes with a book and a little elf. Yes, an elf doll. I'm not fond of dolls, but Zac begged me to buy his this.

The elf is on your shelf, then at night he flies to the North Pole to tell Santa how your little one has been for the day. He flies back and lands somewhere else, and you have to find him. It's actually a pretty good way to get your kiddos to mind! :) Zac named his elf Happy and when he's acting up, I tell him that Happy's not going to have very nice things to say to Santa.

haha. Yes, it's kinda sad that my SEVEN year old believes in this, but hey....whatever it takes. :)

This is Happy. His eyes seem to move and watch me where ever I go. ew.

Happy Monday!!

Cigarette, please. :D

You know, it has been 55 days since my last cigarette. And if I'm being honest, I've wanted a cigarette just about every one of those 55 days. Whether it be the worrying over Zac and his doctor appointments, or the stresses of having a 14 year old son that is....well, acting like a typical 14 year old boy. Ya know, it could be I saw a woman smoking on tv and it made me want one. Point is!.......that I still want to smoke. I have dreams that I light a cigarette and take two drags and love it...then I'm just disappointed in myself for smoking after doing so well for so long! Ok, I got off track. I'm good at that. On with my story.....yesterday made me want to start smoking again. NOTHING makes me want to do something more, than when someone tells me I can't do it. Ridiculous!!! Them...NOT me! Here are some of the rules: No smoking in parking lots and/or driveways that are used by (my place of business) in any (mpob) vehicles Vehicles on property that is owned, leased or used by (mpob) All property, sidewalks and streets that are adjacent to (mpob) owned or leased property they want us to hand out informational cards to give employees/patients who are observed smoking on work property. Have to inform patients that leaving the campus while admitted will not be allowed. ....leaving campus while admitted is classified as leaving “against medical advice.” If you carpool to/from work, attend training classes or other work-related functions may not smoke in the vehicle with other employees present Not allowed to leave the workplace while “on the clock" hourly employees who leave work property(to smoke) must clock-out upon leaving and clock-in upon returning. Must refrain from using tobacco products on the property of nearby businesses and residences, including public streets and sidewalks Ok, is it just me or does that seem a little extreme? Not to mention if you come in smelling like smoke, you could be fired. Ridiculous. I don't even smoke anymore....but I sure want to now. :p

Blue Valentine

So, I saw the previews to a new movie that I sooo want to see.
The only thing that SUCKS is that it being released in limited areas. Which, of course, means good ole Wichita Falls won't be showing it in their theater.
Seriously aggravating.
I guess I'll have to wait until it comes out on DVD. laaaame.

Anyways, the movie stars one of my main movie star crushes...Ryan Gosling.
Hello, the Notebook! Fell in LOVE with him in that.
Also Lars and the Real Girl. Heartbreaking.
Not to mention Half Nelson. Wonderful.
He's just an amazing actor who shows emotion so well. Sorry, I got a little sidetracked there. :) Opposite my boyfriend, stars the beautiful Michelle Williams.
Ok, so the movie is called 'Blue Valentine'. It a story, past and present of their relationship. Supposedly they go to a hotel room for a night to save their marriage. It goes back to the beginning of the love. You know...that beginning love...where you feel like nothing can go wrong. There's a lot of laughs and silliness. :) Then comes the problems, of course. Then it comes to a point where someone wants out. But the other doesn't. Right? Because that's how it usually goes. One wants to fight for the relationship and the other is just done. But it's heartbreaking, because you want to be what you once were....you just don't know how to get it back.
This is what this preview tells me anyways.
I wanted to cry just watching the previews.
I can't wait until I get to see it.
I love you, Ryan Gosling. :)

So, here's the preview...watch it, love it, want to see it....just like me. <3 style="background-image: url("http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/rHbJn2rC8s8/hqdefault.jpg");" width="480" height="295">