Ok, I had to make an appointment with my doctor. I think it's ridiculous that I can't have something on my mind without my heart flip-flopping around and having that tight chest feeling. It's ridiculous.
So, today's anxiety attack is brought to you by: Zac's follow up appointment. I'm leaving work in about 15 minutes to get Zac's test results.
Of course, my sister is going with me. I'm emotionally challenged and apparently can't do anything by myself these days without having panic attacks or nervous break downs.
I don't understand. I used to be so patient, so calm about everything. No worries.
Well, of course I had worries, but they never caused such a reaction as I get now.
Ridiculous.
So, anywayssssssss, as nervous as I am, I'm ready to get Zac's results today! :)
Oh, and only 9 more days until Christmas?!?!!? What the heck is that??? Santa needs to get on the ball and get some gifts for my boys!! :)
1 comment:
It's very understandable to be feeling the way you are feeling right now! I think you handle everything completely well. Do not feel ashamed if you needed to make an appointment with your doctor or that you need your sister to go with you, that's what your support system is for. Nobody says you had to do it alone. You are AMAZING Steph! I'll keep all of you in my prayers! Love you and your beautiful boys SO much! xo
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